I'm graduating tomorrow.

Why don't I feel that overwhelming surge of happiness I get at each of my past three graduations?

I remember how happy I was leaving kindergarten, primary school and secondary school.

But not this time, probably because I don't know what the future holds for me now.

Before it was always structured steps planned way beforehand by my parents of the MOE but now its all up to me.

Why does everyone else seem so sure and certain of what to do next, when I feel lost?

btw, how about a blast from the past? (reminds me of mediabiz radio)

"as we go on, we remember all the times we spent together"
its graduation by vitamin c, remember?



so ancient, but so apt

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 9:23 PM

When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Only Hope by Mandy Moore
(From the movie "A walk to remember")

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 11:19 PM

My new crush is Hyun Bin

That guy from the Kim Sam Soon (the one where the fat baker lady falls in love with the hot rich guy?)

I watched every drama/movie that he ever starred in - there's this one called worlds within
something about tv production.

The storyline isn't much, but he's just so cute/hot (you pick) that I watched till the end anyway.

If only all asians looked like him.Move over zac efron, make way for hyun bin (:

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 1:33 PM

I have two career choices in front of me.

But I don't know which path to take.

What should I do?

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 1:21 PM

Drink one cup of black coffee (no milk or sugar) in the morning if you have constipation or want to lose weight.

Really, it works.

Tried and tested by yours truly.

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 10:33 AM

I was walking my dog yesterday when I heard the market (yes, a wet market) playing the Mamma Mia song by ABBA - the one about money.

"Money Money Money
must be funny
In a rich man's world"

But it is sure as hell not funny in mine.

In fact, it is one thing I'm running pretty low on right now.

Went to Tampines One and it wasn't as crowded as I would have expected (Vivocity was crazy crowded when it just opened, reminded me of the chinese new year pasar malam at Chinatown), but it was a weekday so I guess that's explainable.

Bought stuff.
I wonder why I'm no longer so interested to blog about the things I buy now.

I used to gush over every little detail that happened during my little outing.
Cam-whore a lot and post those pictures, including those with just my clothes on my blog.

Right now, the only pictures in my camera are those of my dog.

What should be my sources of cheap thrills now?

by the way, I love Alexa Chung - she's a fashion inspiration.
but as usual I'm too lazy to post any pictures (:

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 7:38 PM

Is that really good news?

I'm not sure if i'm ready for 9-6 working hours five day a week. Since I'm an editorial intern, it means I'm relieving my internship all over again.

But at least here, the office is pretty, my friends are here (just 3 weeks), and it's quite convenient to get to.

I really want to earn enough to shop (buy my macbook and clothes) I saw this checkered blazer at topshop and I really want it oh and chunky heels and many many more.

Unfortunately, my funds are insufficient.

Guess I can take this time to consider my options and decide if media/journalism is really something I'd like to do.

I really hate sitting in the office typing all day, besides making me gain weight, it's kinda boring. I'd prefer to move around and interact with people (for example being a teacher?)

I've considered that option, plan to try out relief teaching and see how it suits me.

Anyway, my point is basically I want to buy a lot of stuff and I just got a job today that might fund my urge to spend.

see how it goes?

writings not to be taken seriously... @ 8:50 PM